Insights to Life... maybe i shld stop all those all niters very soon
This is once again another of my stupid ramblings... Been looking at the past 6 months ever since i got attached to Republic... to be specific... the past 3 months ever since those fun Order and Operation craps faded away... Found out i cant really juggle stuffs well... not tat i m dying in Congress craps... wait i m dying... my sad existence of wad i termed as life is in ruins... well maybe i haf nothing much to brag abt in the first place. Republic is a very very COLD place. No sorrie, it nears the equator. I cant seem to relate to it. It's like u feel so alienated in the sch... as in wifout all those pple u noe beside u. It's like there's no sense of belonging.. and i dun think i m the onli one... K i may be from Assault... then again. IT"S A PRETTY PATHETIC EXAMPLE OF A CONGRESS... SERIOUSLY!!!!!!! Haiz. Everyone basically has this set routine...k maybe i dun reali haf ... but then again... notice pple jus disappear as and when they one... during Congress and DIRECTLY after congress.. K look at my council... Talk abt unity. Merchants vs those Symbologists. Whoa so cool..
K back to my cheerful self... i still dunno wad i m... k i m ever so easily influenced by pple. I keep thinking i m those tat couldnt care less... like those in those Wushu novels tat roam around fighting for the good of the pple. At least tat's wad i wanna be. I jus dun like the idea of being bound... k maybe i m contradicting myself abt the being bound and the sense of belonging part.. then again this is part of my ramblings. I get insulted... and either i m so sianz, or couldnt care less.. or jus dun insult back in fear of sending home crying...
Hahahahahahaha... i dunno who i m.. i look into the mirror and dun see the person i intended to see. Did i change? for good or worse... I wanna be the person i wanna be. And now i dun even noe whether i still wanna be tat kind of person.
Wadever.
Hope me and Elizabeth can pull through.....
sheltered from rain
at:6:25 AM
harlo!
A lot of happiness is overlooked bcos it doesnt cost anything
BE HAPPY
1.must tag b4 u leave
2.i dun feel like mugging!
3.nvm.. pretend i didnt say tat 4.go on.....
